- Dreams I can climb out of
- A quiet market
- Syrupy tea poured from a neighbor’s kettle
- Observations so true they hurt
- Little boy grins that come shy and blushing
- Remembering the awe of a blessing forgotten
- A cheerful chat at the bus stop
- Hearing my name on the street
- Language lesson over towers of fruit and vegetables
- Cicadas
- Damp outlines around fallen leaves
- A speedboat skimming along the horizon
- Middle of the day thunder
- A pale lizard running along the boulevard just ahead of me
- Opening a door to find a cool breeze
- Fresh paint
- Humor when I’m not expecting it
- Heads bent in prayer
- Conversation so long we forget to clean up dinner
- A Kindle full of waiting books
Tag: Spain
No loaves but plenty of fish
I left for Almería after work. The morning had been long, but my errands were more important than my lunch. The errands went so smoothly that an hour after arriving in Almería, I was on board the bus again.
But so was someone else.
Due to our prior acquaintance, David and I greeted each other, he with an excited “God bless you!” and me with a polite, please-don’t-try-to-talk-to-me smile. Fortunately, the seat beside me was occupied, as was the seat across the aisle.
But we hadn’t even made it out of the city when suddenly a dripping bag of fresh fish came from an arm reaching over my shoulder. I was astonished. My seatmate was astonished. The two passengers across the aisle were astonished. One seat ahead, a teenager looked at me and rolled her eyes.
“This is a gift from God!” David told me gleefully. He opened the bag wider so I could have a look at just how good God was.
Fat fish decorated with twigs of rosemary stared up at me.
“Thank you.” I tied up the leaky plastic bag and continued to smile even as fishy juices dribbled over my groceries.
At home, I messaged my friend, asking her to teach me how to prepare fresh fish. She willingly adjusted her schedule and came to the rescue. We prepared the sardines together: she taught and I absorbed her instructions with naive horror.
Then I prepared American snacks and we sat to eat, study, and talk about our unique immigrant experiences.
David was right after all; the fish were a gift from God.
A gift from Gift
One of the customers in our thrift store is a little girl. Her name means “gift.” Her mother brings her in a stroller.
Gift is 2½ years old. She has spent a lot of her time visiting doctors and having surgeries. Her weeks are full of bus rides and appointments.
“Her bones are short,” her mother explained.
Gift is a dwarf.
With all of the trials in her young life, some days Gift is pensive and tearful. Yet, most days, Gift faces life with a delighted grin. And she loves music. She waves her hands in the air, rolling her wrists to pretend she is dancing. And if you join her, she bursts into giggles, which is music itself.
Due to a recent operation on her spine, she is learning to walk. She still falls a lot, but that doesn’t stop her from insisting on being freed from her stroller while her mother sits down for a cup of coffee.
One day, I was folding clothes around the corner when I heard the tappity-tap of her little shoes. I turned to see that delighted grin and eyes bright with the pleasure of finding me.
Oh, Gift. People will always stare at you. People will talk about you in low tones. And your schedule may always be full of appointments and surgeries.
But, Gift, your life is precious. Keep spreading delight.
Building a greenhouse
20 more things I’m thankful for
- A night full of sleep and an unresented morning
- Early morning messages that change the day’s agenda
- Together giggles to lighten a disturbing situation
- Handwashed clothes dripping into floor puddles
- Picnic lunches that are fun to pack and fun to eat
- A little boy casting shadows on an unceasing stream
- Giddy laughter and story-telling from children having fun
- A clock with a slow heartbeat
- Maps covering the wall
- The trickle of filtering water
- Creamy iced coffee
- Honesty that comes genuinely but not harshly
- The far away booms of fireworks
- Black mountain silhouettes
- A thousand nooks and crannies of foothills
- The delight of gift-giving
- Old city streets baked in the sun
- Cool tile floors
- Days that don’t end in the woes I had imagined
- Plan B when Plan A vanishes
Escape?
I see your skin,
Beautiful and black,
As we pass on the night street.
But you can’t see me.
Your black, dead eyes see
Nothing but resignation
For the system you can’t fight.
Tonight, you prepared for fate
By polishing your skin
And deadening your soul.
Escape?
Can one escape the pain
Of one’s own daily bread?
Country mice in Almería
Once in a while, my roommate and I like to get out of our immigrant town and feel like we’re in Europe (because it’s so easy to forget that we actually are!).
I looked up a local art museum and an intriguing café in Almería. So, pretending to be polished and cultured, we country mice set off to spend our Friday evening in the big, frightening city.
Okay, I’m exaggerating a little. It’s not like we never go to Almería and neither of us are frightened by the relatively small city. However, despite how sophisticated we felt that night, I rather think we still looked like country mice.
Our adventure began at the Doña Pakyta art museum. I highly recommend this little museum if you’re ever in Almería. Not only is it full of local art and snapshots of the city’s history, but it’s also located in an old residence. (And it’s free!)





Our next stop was Café Cyrano. I had only browsed through reviews, so we had really no idea what we were getting into. But we pretended that we did. And we were pleasantly surprised by a bustling and yet relaxed atmosphere. I managed to tune out the world and study Arabic while munching on a pita griega vegetal.
Last of all, while waiting for the last bus back to Immigrantville, we sat along the Rambla, the main boulevard, and enjoyed the life happening around us.
Birth certificates and cookie crumbs
It took 45 minutes to walk to town hall. Naima had told me she would meet me there. She was so slow in coming that I almost gave up. But it was a pleasant morning. There was shade and a nice breeze.
Suddenly she appeared, three children in tow. Only Curly Top, the littlest, was her own; the older two belonged to a neighbor. The younger neighbor girl gave me a grin so big that it took up the bottom half of her face.
Naima had tried to call me to change the meeting place, but I hadn’t answered, she said. We left it at that and walked together to a little building on the end of town.
“What do you need here?” I was the designated interpreter. But that could only happen if I understood what I was supposed to interpret. Naima tried to type the unknown Arabic word into my translator, but didn’t know how to spell it.
We entered the building, just large enough for a few offices that didn’t look strikingly official. A sign said to ask for a number, so I snagged a wandering employee. “A number please?” By the time he found a number and brought it to me, it was my turn.
But I still didn’t know what Naima needed.
I sat across from a gruff man at a desk. “What do you need?” His voice matched his expression.
“I don’t know.” I handed him my friend’s family book and he paged through it.
“What do you need?” he asked again.
“My friend needs two of something for her daughter, but I don’t know the word in Arabic, so I don’t know what to say in Spanish. She is trying to call her husband now.”
The gruff features twisted. “A birth certificate?”
“Is that what you have here?”
“Yes, and that’s all we have for her daughter.”
So while he printed the documents, he asked if I was evangelical and then launched into a one-sided discussion about Mormons. Mormons?
BANG! went the rubber stamp. BANG! BANG! BANG! He signed the documents with such scribbled flourish that it may have looked more natural had he been using a crayon on a coloring page.
“Where are you from?”
“The United States.”
“Trump. A lot of people angry that he doesn’t like immigrants.”
I sighed. Yes, but didn’t every country have its problems and weren’t there any problems in Spain?
Another one-sided discussion ensued that gave me a vague sensation of having made my point. He walked me to the door, still talking, and watched our little gang leave the odd little office.
Naima invited me up to her flat where I tried to translate a medical questionnaire that dizzied my brain. Naima sat on the arm of the couch and swatted away the little girls when they reached for the papers in my lap.
“Is it normal for your child to have high fevers?”
“No. She only has fevers when she’s teething. Have lunch with us.” Naima got up to start lunch preparations.
I couldn’t, but thank you. Another time, Lord willing.
“In my culture, when a guest comes to my house it’s shameful not to give them any food.” Naima packed up a container of olives she had brought back from her country.
I joined her in the kitchen area and watched her carefully wrap the container of olives in a plastic bag.
Curly Top was walking around the floor on her knees, sprinkling bread and cookie crumbs wherever she went, like a miniature Hansel and Gretel. Big Smile was claiming ownership of everything that wasn’t hers—my bag, Curly Top’s toys, a plate of cookies. I watched as she carefully stuck her foot into a pair of Curly Top’s pants, only about 3 years too small.
Naima took me to the elevator, leaving the flat door wide open and crumby children sprinkled along the hallway. I hit “0” and the elevator door closed.
When a day starts, I never know what to expect. But I kinda like that.
20 things I’m thankful for
- The golden ribbon of light along the curtain as the bedheaded sun peeks beneath the shade
- The perfume of dirt, black with rain
- Voices in harmony: “Come to my heart, Lord, come with anointing!”
- The blue blue blue of the Mediterranean from my bedroom window
- Talks that mean something
- Streets that are mine
- Second-hand clothing that smells good
- Fat babies in strollers, new and content
- Libraries of musty books
- Old men with hats and canes, lined up on park benches
- Rest beneath the late shadow of a palm
- Church bells
- Harmonious trails of busy ants
- A terrier grinning at me from the driver’s seat of a parked van
- Teenagers breakdancing in the park, conscious and proud of curious passersby
- Bright vests against black skin that whiz by on bikes
- The sweat and paint on a laborer just leaving work
- The echoing jingle of keys in an otherwise silent stairwell
- A real letter in a real mailbox
- Weary clouds in silver pajamas for bed
Night at the beach
It is evening as I descend from the bus stop to the beach. Red-faced, dripping families are ascending after their rigorous seaside adventure. Is it too much to hope for a quiet evening, alone with God and the waves?
I get closer until I can smell the salty water. Brightly colored towels hang from the balconies of a beachfront hotel.
Despite those who have left, there are people everywhere. I am not the only one who thought of enjoying the post-sunshine beach. Laughter punctuates the dull roar of voices.
I slip off my shoes and enter the chaos. The thick sand is rough against my bare feet. Each step half-buries my foot. I find the quietest spot available, spread out my towel, and shake my head at an African vendor who is trying to make a sale.
The waves froth over the rocks. A jet-ski roars past, spinning to dance in its own wake. A boat skims along, a child in an inner tube bouncing and shrieking behind. Another boat passes, this one with less drama.
The sun disappears and the air is almost cool. But the sand still sticks to my sweaty arm as I reach down to adjust my towel.
I soak in the moment. Just as it is.
The night thickens and so does the salty scent of the waves. And finally, I pick up my things and start the uphill plod. I can’t hear the waves anymore. A bustling restaurant is playing Caribbean music while customers sit in wicker chairs shaped like hard-boiled eggs.
That fades too. And it’s just me and a few other panting stragglers going uphill toward home.




